Walker / 3 Months

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Okay, I feel like I JUST wrote his 2 month post *insert crying emoji* but here we are--another month along! This is my favorite monthly photo yet -- just look at that baby mohawk! And expression! And Christmas pajamas! I can't with him sometimes.

Reading over my last post, I talked about how sleep was still a problem area and I'm happy to report we've gotten on a much more consistent (for now) schedule with that. Most days he doesn't even make it to the 90-minute mark of awake time before getting sleepy and wanting to nap again (fine by me!) He also goes down for the night around 8 pm and wakes only once -- sometimes twice which is AWESOME. Although, a lot of the time my boobs get super engorged as a result (TMI) which is uncomfortable. But isn't getting up to pump in the middle of the night defeating the purpose? Will they just start regulating themselves? Mamas out there, your input on this is welcome. I'm just afraid of developing mastitis or a clogged duct again so reaaaaally trying to avoid that at all costs. I had mentioned over on Instagram how I was wanting to move him into his own room/crib now that he's getting a little too big for the Rock N Play (hello, 14lb, 24in child) however, after getting some feedback about that I emailed my pediatrician and it was his recommendation that we keep him in our room for the first six months sooo, we put him back in our room. But hey, he did pretty good at sleeping in his crib those couple of days so that's a good sign for when we are ready to make the switch.

Notable milestones this month include giggling (SO CUTE OMG), discovering new sounds with his voice (squeal-crying: NOT so cute), leaning forward to grab his toes, recognizing his name when we call him, holding his head up pretty well now and continuing to grow, grow, grow. His "put away" clothes bin is now more full than this "clothes to put out" one and it makes me sad.

Christmas is next week and I don't know if its the stress of the season or what but I've been experiencing more anxiety than usual, as of late. I just get easily overwhelmed which I'm sure is all par for the course but I'm definitely keeping aware of my emotional health. I know a lot of fellow moms who suffer from PPD/PPA so I know I've got resources and support when I need them. I'm just focusing on making this a special time for my little family (even though Walker will literally remember nothing of his first Christmas ha).

I'm definitely looking forward to the new year and am excited to see what month four brings. I can't believe January marks the one year anniversary of finding out I was pregnant! Time can just go ahead and slow down now, please.